A list of sorts

I need to:

ask about Moly more often. I need to spend time with her.
indulge in happy events and outings. There's this color festival I wanna go.
stay positive.
change my fb profile picture.
write a post about all the good things in my life. That includes (Family, my cats, my BFFs)
raise awareness about animal abuse. (I should do that now)
know how to blog :/ pfffff

That's it.. I guess ( I can always edit :D)

Blogger Baz Blogger Etsala7!

This post originally was named "Between Wednesday and Now"

First, Blogger was down, I couldn't sign in :( Bad Blogger bgd!

Second, I got this reallyyyyyyyyy nice comment but I couldn't reply. Now I don't know where did it go! I would have replied like this
" Ahhhhhhhhhhhh Thank you thank you thank youuuuuu for your nice words and encouragement. I never thought that my ramblings would interest anyone. I read the post you linked, and thank you again for sending me that. It gave me hope."  Thank you, Salma. :)

Third, Wednesday was awesome! I went to college. And at 10 am keda, My friends and I (Monnos, hoha, basomi, ramy, and me) had breakfast at coffee bean and tea leaf. We sat at the out door area. The weather was great and sunny. We had scrambled eggs, sausages and toast. With my great OJ. It was the highlight of the day. We will do it more often. Everyone should do it more often. Kidnap your friends and go. Pay for scrambled eggs and toast a whole lot than you should. Have fun while you're at it. Gossip about the guy sitting next to you who's glaring at everyone and the 70 something lady wearing leggings and heels. You got my point yes?
I got back to college, took my project sketches to the prof. He said and quote "konti fein mn zaman?" He liked it! then I was happyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
I went to Marwa. I cheered her up. She's 22 and got married last Jan. Now she wants a divorce! Her husband is insane. He's not a good person. And a story like this- like the ones we hear on day talk shows- makes you think a million times before getting married. You can't know a person enough. What if he isn't what you thought he is. He plays by the card of society and Marwa's reputation. She's at her parents' rightnow. Rbna ye3awdha 5eir isa. But this is just so sad.

Forth, I sleep a lot now. I'm scaring mom! I sleep more than 12 hours! It's so depressing and I wake up tired.

Fifth, I've read a lot lately. I've learned some new things too. I'm close to graduation. And that blank after it scares me to an extent. Bas I'll worry about that later :)

Sixth, Blogger ew3a tebooz tany! Ana ba2olak aho :/

Nariman.

Nari inspired by Nari!

I found these quotes today on the internet. They're amazing <3 I'm gonna work today and focus. I fixed my sleeping pattern :D Slept for 12 hours!!!!! Yayyyyy! From 8 to 8 :)
The quotes:

"If you could envision the type of person God intended you to be, you would rise up and never be the same again"

"I hate turning on lights, she said. In the dark everything is how I imagine it.with the lights on, everything is how it is"

Nari :)

A Salah Gahin post!

الدرس انتهى لموا الكراريس

بالدم اللى على ورقهم سـال

فى قصـر الأمم المتــحدة

مسـابقة لرسـوم الأطـفال

ايه رأيك فى البقع الحمـرا

يا ضمير العالم يا عزيزى

دى لطفـلة مصرية وسمرا

كانت من أشـطر تلاميذى

دمها راسم زهرة

راسم رايـة ثورة

راسم وجه مؤامرة

راسم خلق جباره

راسم نـار

راسم عار

ع الصهيونية والاستعمار

والدنيا اللى عليهم صابرة

وساكته على فعل الأباليس

الدرس انتـهى

لموا الكراريس ..

Muffin Day :)

I spent the day at college with Hoha. She's the best! We had fun, we talked, I cried. I laughed with her. She brings me peace. Masha2 Allah she's amazing. We worked for a while. She bought me a muffin. So I called it the muffin day. It was just us. Just like old times. It's late now and I'm gonna start working. I'm content el 7amdollah. Razor called me but I was sleeping, can't remember a word I said to him. I'll give him a call tomorrow. I texted Moly, it made her happy. It was a good day. No negative energy el 7amdollah.
Off to work!
Nariman.

Misery

When I think about someone else in his place..I don't know why I feel pain. Today I felt pain in my chest when I thought of him. Am I living? I laugh sometimes when I'm around people. I feel self conscience when guys look at me. I accidentally said his name once in front of my friends. I felt bad after. I don't sleep, and when I sleep..I dream about him and wake up feeling tired. I don't eat much. It's gonna end eventually. I won't be like this forever. I'll find someone or someone will find me, who really deserves my love. I want to remember how I felt now. And I want to read this post, years from now and laugh at how things turned out. I want to say El 7amdollah then as I say it now. I don't want to regret this. Ever!
At my lowest - el 7amdollah there's lower-
Nari!

Twitter Favs.

Cause I might lose them all..or forget about them. I want to keep in mind that line:

If someone doesn't appreciate and value you, then why are you even with them? Know your worth and what you deserve.
Thank You <3