Embracing Ramadan

Embracing Ramadan.

Embracing spirituality, embracing the way I am now, the turn my life is taking right now.

Managing without you,

Getting used to your absence, and hating it at the same time,

Sometimes it feels like you never left. 

Sometimes.

I love this month, with all that it brings, I'm loving the quietness and serenity that I'm feeling inside,

And I hope it lasts,

Nariman,

What if

What if I don't want to let go?
What if I don't want to forget how I feel for you?
What if I don't want to grow old without you?
What if I prefer dying than being with someone else?
What if you feel the same things, but you cherish your ego more than your feelings, more than me.
What if you know the answers for just once?
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I am in love with you, and it's much deeper than you think, than it being said.
And I'm scared that someday I won't be in love with you anymore,

Hoping for a more positive post later,
Nariman,