Tuesday, January 7, 2014

I can't answer the phone!

It's the little things, like answering a simple phone call, or even calling someone I want to call for sometime now, and they seem simple enough, but they aren't, cause I have to come up with a convincing answer to Ezayik? 3amla eh? I panic and suddenly don't feel like calling anyone or answering the phone or the happy new year msgs or whatever people send me.
It's not about being negative.
But I don't know how to describe the feeling I get when someone asks me "How are you? How's life?"
And anything I say, anything, will be a complete lie.
It's just difficult.