Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Jan 25th

It's not a celebration..It's a revolution that will keep going till victorious..
Something in my heart for this country..
That's all I have to say.
To better days In shaa' Allah

Monday, January 23, 2012

Good news and stuff

I got a job..It's good, I'm still a trainee, but I like it.
I'm feeling okay, I think, still feeling damaged though.
How's life for everyone, is it as good as mine, is it as bad as mine?
How do you deal in your life? I always wonder that, always wonder if I'm doing it like everybody else..
I'm not doing it right..something is wrong.. I don't like feeling that way.
Sending you love,

Sunday, January 15, 2012

A Whole Other Post..

Life is extreme ways.
What happened today was...I don't even know what to call it.
Starts with a call, then a meeting, then exchanging gifts.
He got me two books..and we talked and talked, about everything, it was just like we used to be.
Everytime I think about how it turned out, I'm like Wow. Thank you God!
I'm so happy, Why needs another post.
And There I thought I'll never see him again, that I lost my bestfriend.
I didn't get to keep your gift anymore. So happy about that.

Saturday, January 14, 2012


It's been a while..since I felt that hurt, that heartbroken.
I don't understand your actions, I can't wrap my head around the intentions behind it..
But I understand you.
I know you, my friend.. and somehow I understand.
It hurts me though that I can't come to you and talk about it.
That I'll probably never gonna see you again...never gonna give you your gift.
The one I bought cause it reminded me of you.
And the worst thing is that I'm gonna keep it and it'll keep reminding me of you.
I keep a gift and don't get to keep you.
You don't have to do this you know.
I understand.
I wish I could just tell you that I understand. I can't.
I'm not gonna hate you for it.
Same lesson twice the burn..I deserve it. I do.
And this would be the last time I write about you, I promise me that.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Why try to change me now

Why can't I be more conventional
People talk.
People stare.
So I try
But can't be
Cause I can't see
My stranger little world
Just go passing me by..

Why try to change me now

Do Right

If I wanna do you right..then I'll do the things you always encouraged me to..
then I'll do my part of our deal..
then I'll make you proud.
then I'll honor you, do you justice..
That way I won't be the one to break a promise, it would be you..

Numbness or something like it

And the nights are so long without you,
And the days speed up,
My God, I'll never let you go now,
Cause somethings are not worth changing.
Lyrics By Charlie Simpson - Down Down Down
Via weheartit

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Friday, January 6, 2012

The unknown

I don't know whether if you're good or you're bad. I know you, but not enough to judge, and I don't know you enough. Your history is a mystery to me as well as your present, I don't know if I'll stay long enough to see your future. And I don't know if it will be ours. I just don't know, it scares me and excites me at the same time. But we'll see and maybe after a while...we'll know :)