Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Hello November,

Tomorrow, I am turning 23.
Older than today, younger than I'll ever be again.
Recruiters are ruthless.
And I really like short posts.

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Tuesday, October 16, 2012


Read this. So beautifully written.

If you like Kazim El Saher as much as I do listen to this.

And find my tumblr, if you want. I reblog more than I actually post, loving it a great deal.

I pierced my ears a few days ago, another plain earlobe piercings but I love them. My mom flipped of course. She thinks that I'm corrupted now. Old fashioned mom :)

A certain kind of indifference and numbness colors me.  

My studies in HR is going well, another three months and I'll finish my career certificate.

All is good, I believe.


Sunday, October 7, 2012

Over and over again

Here's the thing,
I don't deal well with situations, with heartbreaks, even death.
I don't know what to do when someone dies, it's like I avoid thinking about them,
I avoid remembering them. I avoid speaking about them.
And it's the same with every person I lose, whether by life or by death. 
I bottle things up, shut people out, never talk, never show.
Even when I try to talk, cause people wants to know, cause people wants to feel good about themselves. They want to be there, for the sake of being there.
Even then, I feel worse, just like reopening a wound. Cause I do my best, dealing by not dealing at all, and I fail at it. 
And that's how life goes.