Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget

"As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his skin, or the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure. So long as he existed."

— S. Meyer

Good Music Post!

See, one thing I'm crazy and so passionate about is GOOD music. I discovered this amazing band by chance and decided to share =D

First song Tracy Chapman Cover By Boyce Avenue. So good!

Second song is an original...called find me <3

Also an amazing original...called More things to say.
*sigh*

That's enough for now. I recommend you to check their songs. I like Adele's rolling in the deep cover by them, and Taylor Swift's last kiss by also them. I'm gonna be obsessed with this band for days :D Yaaaaaay!
Nari,

The day I graduated!

I know it's been a while since my last post. I got busy with the project, working on it day and night. It all payed off, I'm proud of it and the effort I spent doing it. My friends' support was amazing during the last month and the last five years. College is over. And this new part of my life I'll start it with hope and determination. I stood behind while people came to see the graduation projects. I saw them holding up the Comics I wrote and drew. I saw them laughing and squealing about how funny and pretty it looks. It was a tear shedding sight. My family are the most amazing people in the world. My mom came to help me. She was so proud of me. Everyone was there.  Except one. But now it doesn't matter. It doesn't hurt. Cause all who matters to me was there. The hugs and the encouragement was enough for me. Thank God for everything I've been through. My project is about me and my ex. Just with a few tweaks. I'll post it soon isa. Now that was wednesday.

Thrusday I went college to attend the show of Animation Grad. projects. I bought cupcakes to my closest friends. And got them each a card and wrote in it. Hoha gave me the ''bone crushing hug''. It was a surprise and a gift for all that they have done for me during the last 5 years. They were so happy. I was elated to see them that way. I love them dearly. I'm filled with positive energy and happy smiles. I hope reading this post gives you a small dose of positive energy. Remember your friends and next time you see them hug them for being there for you. Send them a text that shows your appreciation. It's all about the people around you that picks you up everytime you fall. :D
Bas keda :)
Nari (the graduate)