Sunday, September 25, 2011

Another one for the hazel eyed

Dearest M,
I really wish you could see yourself clearly, I really wish you believe me when I tell you that you're a good person. My opinion isn't biased, trust me. I hope you achieve all of your dreams and goals. It would be nice if you get to know your youngest sister. And I admire how close you are with your family. I admire your loyalty and friendship. I understand that you're human, and you've made mistakes, though I will never understand the concept behind them, but I won't ask for an explanation either. On my part I forgive you, wholly and sincerely, I may never forget it completely, but I promise it won't affect our friendship, now you have to forgive yourself too. Accept your mistakes. And stop reminding me of it :) I can see that you've changed, that you've grown out of a bad experience. You're not frozen in time anymore, you actually the opposite. I have a feeling that you can accomplish anything you want. Just never give up on your dreams, fight till the end and fight for 5 more minutes after the end :) And quit whatever you wanna quit, change the things that you thought you never could. You've a blank canvas to color it, all the colors you have. There are people waiting for you to help them and study for them  -and like I say- carry them above your shoulders. Promise me you'll always see the positive side before the negative one, that even if I'm not here to tell you that it's okay, you'll hear me say it. This is getting too long, But I owe you a thank you, a BIG THANK YOU, for all that you've done for me, for cheering me up and being there when I needed you, for the amazing support and patience when I make fun on your account :) Thank you :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Hazel eyed with a caffeine addiction!

I don't know, I hate not knowing! I hate not knowing what you want from me, why do I feel like you need me as your crutch, what do you see in me? Why can't you stop being nice to me? And I don't know why you are! Who are you? Which side are you on? Are you here to hurt or to heal? I don't need this, I don't want anyone depending on me, but somehow I want to help you, I want you to be happy, and all the while I don't want to care. I can't help myself though, This is gonna bring me to tears and end bad, I can only pretend that I forgot what you've done to me. I remember a faint feeling everytime I talk to you, but I push it down, I push away all the bitterness it brings, and focus on you. Focus on now, not then. The past is buried deep deep down. Please don't resurrect it. Please!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Things that brighten my day

Reading quotation pics

Eating something delicious 

Nargess, she's our newest kitten :D My cats make me happy :D

Cheering someone up, usually it's a friend

Coffee or a latte'

Icecream was invented by happy fairies :D

Going out to work, and coming back with a good mood :D
Pictures makes a blog a fun place right?
I think so,

Saturday, September 17, 2011

I'll be that one for you

 We have all had that one person in our lives who believed in us when no one else would. Be that person for others. Robin Sharma

Tuesday, September 13, 2011


This is a MUST read,
I'm craving! I'm craving like a pregnant lady! I want a cupcake today, it makes me feel cute and lovely! I'm not pregnant..and I gained weight. I don't like it.
I want a cupcake, just oneee :(

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Saba7 El Interview

Today was a big day for me ya gama3a, I had an interview today, for a scholarship I'm applying for, I'm choosing 3D artist. This scholarship is a big deal in Egypt here. You may have heard about it? ITI 9 months program. I think I did well in the technical interview, But the soft skills interview....I don't know. Ed3ooli?