I remember when I started blogging, when I made this blog, I wanted to escape.
Escaping from certain things that were in my life, certain people, certain insecurities, certain fears,
You can see it in the head title above, or in my healing journey of a year and a few months old of posts.
And I find myself today, at the same point, same place.
Yearning for a place where I can actually breathe,
I can't breathe.
I'm losing control. Losing control over my own life.
Did I really choose this path?
Do I want to continue like this?
Do I want to feel like this?
I don't know.
I don't know anything anymore.