Embracing Ramadan

Embracing Ramadan.

Embracing spirituality, embracing the way I am now, the turn my life is taking right now.

Managing without you,

Getting used to your absence, and hating it at the same time,

Sometimes it feels like you never left. 

Sometimes.

I love this month, with all that it brings, I'm loving the quietness and serenity that I'm feeling inside,

And I hope it lasts,

Nariman,

What if

What if I don't want to let go?
What if I don't want to forget how I feel for you?
What if I don't want to grow old without you?
What if I prefer dying than being with someone else?
What if you feel the same things, but you cherish your ego more than your feelings, more than me.
What if you know the answers for just once?
I love you,
I love you,
I love you,
I am in love with you, and it's much deeper than you think, than it being said.
And I'm scared that someday I won't be in love with you anymore,

Hoping for a more positive post later,
Nariman,

Music

Mashrou3 Leila
Lebanese band, if you don't know them, then you're missing out on a lot.
I can't find a more matching song.
Nariman,

Happiness is very short lived..

As much as it hurts.
But yeah, that few happy moments are over.
I'll be fine, though right now, I'm very far from fine.
These things takes time.
That's all I have now,
Nariman,

هراء

مهزلة الانتخابات ..احنا السبب فيها ..ازاى تكون نزيهه تحت ايد العسكر

..لن اندم على صوتى اللى اديته لمرشح و برنامج و فكر يستحقه

..مترددة فى النزول للاعاده ..و ضميرى شوية يرسى على المقاطعة... و شوية يرسى على مرسى

اصل الحل هيكون ايه طيب؟

قدرنا كده 

!هراء ده مش كده؟

اسمى بالعربى احلى

ناريمان

(وانتخبت أبو الفتوح على دراسة حقائق و تمعن مش فرجة بس)

Happiness and Hope

There's admiration.

Respect.

Love.

Loyalty

And there's fear,worries,and a big fight a head.

But He loves me.

And I do too.

We'll do it together.

One step at a time. 

Nariman,

One Year Later

One whole year...One 12 months.. One 365 days later, and I still feel your poisoning effect on me.

I see it their eyes, I watch how they step toe around me.

And I feel it in the pain I inflict, punishing them for something they didn't do.

In my head I apologize..over and over.

For doing this to do them,

For being like this.

And for their love that I can't reflect.

Nariman,