Mother

"You don't love your mother?" She asked.
"Not the way most daughters love their mothers, no". That was my answer.

Now that answer will really stick to my memory I know.

But it's just the way it is. The way it always will be.

Nariman,

Patience..

You know that feeling you get when everything turns bad.
Worse than what you ever imagine.
You just get headaches from trying to comprehend the hell that happened to you.
That feeling that tells you "Well, this is rock bottom. But it's gonna get better"
It's cheesy and corny, but that's how I feel.
Let it unfold.
Just wait.
Patience.

N,

Dilemma

Is this a fling?
I like you so much.
But I'm too attached to my guy friend.
Would it be real?
Can you like two people at the same time?
What do I do?
What's this?
How could I be in that situation?
I no longer know what I want.
Too confused. I can't even think straight.
Nariman

Someone not you!

I've met someone you had met.
And your reminders are everywhere I go.
I remember our last fight as if it was yesterday.
I see the aftermath everyday.
And now you love someone that's not me.
You're with someone that's not me.
And I want to feel love again.
With someone that's not you.
And be with someone who makes me forget you.
Someone that's not .

Nariman

I forgot how to be me.

i forgot about myself

This one article that I could relate too.

Nariman

The Way You Should Love Someone.

Growing up, I thought falling in love was just something people did to distract themselves from dying. It was like getting a tattoo; having a boyfriend or a girlfriend was a way of branding yourself and letting people know that you were valued and that you were important. There was something inside of you that made you better than the average person. Now I know that, in many ways, I was right from the very beginning. But the kind of love I understood when I was younger is not necessarily the “correct” kind of love. That kind of love is paper-thin and it will wash away. However, every time you choose to love someone despite the bullshit, you are making it stronger, you are painting a fuller picture. By choosing to love, you are accepting the flaws and ugliness that comes along with something beautiful. You are understanding just how life works.

Full article here

Nariman,

Now I know

Now I know.
Why I've been having these dreams.
What they mean.
You were everything to me.
I don't think I could love anyone as much as I loved you.
You used to take my breath away. Literally.
Now you moved on.
I am a fading memory.
I am your past.
I've always wondered, I've always waited, for this day to come.
When I finally see,
You letting me go.
Now it's time for me to do it.
I wish you happiness.
I wish the same for me too.

N