Things I wanna tell you

I hate you. I hate your face, your sunken cheeks, I hate your lifeless expressions. I hate you for what you did to me. I hate that you made me hate you. I hate you for making me hate myself. I hate your weakness. I hate you for giving up on us. I hate that I still miss you everyday. I hate that I feel lost without you. I hate crying over you. I hate my depression the most. I hate it all.