The exorcism of the Exes

It's so hard to see your Ex moving on and see that their life might have gotten better.
While you on the otherhand are trying your hardest to only fix what that ex had so thoroughly damaged.
But it only hurt for minutes though. I know that I AM happy without him. My life even if it sucks rightnow, is much better with him out of it.
I only want to move on like he did, that's all.
On another note I've resigned from my job and found another.
But it's a better everything. So I'm excited!
For a better life..

Midnight rambling

I remember once I read in an article about relationships, that you've to respect and admire the one you're with, like be proud to be with them and love them.
Proud to have children together, that will also look up to them and somehow be like them in a sort.

At the time, I realized that I didn't really respected my ex, I thought him immature and I didn't like it.
Though I loved him, but something was missing. I thought I can't really marry this guy, and have kids and go on with this life. Cause one day the kids will grow older and see how you view eachother and understand.
My mom used to complain about my dad's mannerisms all the time while we're really young and that's fucked up.

And I don't wanna be my parents. Ever!

If you can't respect their way of thinking and accept their differences, then you're making a huge mistake, tying yourself to someone you plan to criticise everyday and smother for the rest of your life, and viceversa, being with someone who constantly points out the bad in you.
Huge huge mistake.
I'm still single by the way.

Happy easter!
Nariman

Mother

"You don't love your mother?" She asked.
"Not the way most daughters love their mothers, no". That was my answer.

Now that answer will really stick to my memory I know.

But it's just the way it is. The way it always will be.

Nariman,

Patience..

You know that feeling you get when everything turns bad.
Worse than what you ever imagine.
You just get headaches from trying to comprehend the hell that happened to you.
That feeling that tells you "Well, this is rock bottom. But it's gonna get better"
It's cheesy and corny, but that's how I feel.
Let it unfold.
Just wait.
Patience.

N,

Dilemma

Is this a fling?
I like you so much.
But I'm too attached to my guy friend.
Would it be real?
Can you like two people at the same time?
What do I do?
What's this?
How could I be in that situation?
I no longer know what I want.
Too confused. I can't even think straight.
Nariman

Someone not you!

I've met someone you had met.
And your reminders are everywhere I go.
I remember our last fight as if it was yesterday.
I see the aftermath everyday.
And now you love someone that's not me.
You're with someone that's not me.
And I want to feel love again.
With someone that's not you.
And be with someone who makes me forget you.
Someone that's not .

Nariman

I forgot how to be me.

i forgot about myself

This one article that I could relate too.

Nariman