It was a terrible confrontation. It was hard seeing him..hard looking at him..hard saying the words. But I did it. I know I'll cry like a baby..probably lose a part of me forever, but I'll be fine. I hope. I'll write him a goodbye letter and give myself closure (when I'm ready), start a new page of my life without him. I loved him with all my heart. I won't regret this experience.
El 7amdollah rab el 3almeen.